Chronic Pain Anxieties
At the end of June, we’re supposed to return to the French River for another group camping trip. I had so much fun last time around, and I really do […]
Different Results
They say that insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. Caring about someone who struggles with mental health and addiction issues is no […]
Harder to Breathe
Today has been an…interesting day. I emphasized the word “interesting”, because I mean it’s difficult but I somehow feel…less…to confess that. But…it is difficult. Very difficult. I have been trying […]
The Way it Goes
I was hoping to publish Collide this weekend, but there’s been a delay with getting the cover from my friend/artist. I’m a little sad I didn’t make my release date, […]
Hollow
Matt left for Regina at 3am. I woke up to the sound of an engine in the driveway. I shook Matt awake, knowing his ride was here. I saw him […]
Reservations About Solo Parenting
There are two days until Matt leaves for a month. I can’t express how much I’m going to miss his company, his presence in the house we share. I can’t […]
Mentally Constipated
I’m mentally constipated right now. I have so many ideas, but for some ridiculous reason…they just won’t come out. Not how I want them to, anyway. I feel like I […]
The Reins
When I was a little girl, I used to dream of having my own horse. I wanted to go on trail rides, I wanted to jump and gallop. I wanted […]
Just a little brain dump
Matt isn’t leaving for Regina until May 1st now, due to a delay in the materials arriving on the job site. This means I’ll have a whole month more to […]
Keep Going
Positivity used to be something that I never struggled with. I have been told that as a child, I was the happiest, sweetest girl around. I always had a smile […]